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Welcome To Fantastic Year 2020

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I’ve been battling through some pretty severe funks over the course of the past few years, and began to hit ‘depressed to the point of non-functionality’ fairly frequently in the past two particularly. In an effort to combat this, I’ve started a second Sketch-A-Day exercise I call SAD-II which conveniently puts the word SAD up there in a way that looks professional and is attached to something fun.

As per last time, I don’t have any hard goals beyond drawing or creating one Thing every day. (Technically, writing this post counts, but I’m still going to do an actual drawing later tonight.) But should I do some crafting or model building or something, I may substitute some shots of the product. I do have a list of things I would like to focus on and improve, in particular I’d like to get better at pinup-worth character art for a game I’m working on. Many of the original characters I’ll be sharing as part of this are related to that of course. I’d also like to improve my backgrounds and overall finesse inking as I go along.

I sort of dragged my feet cross posting the dailies here since 1) Twitter is easier if lacking in options and limited to 4 pics max and 2) I keep holding my breath that I’ll do a proper site revamp but that didn’t happen when the year turned over, so I’m not using that as a deadline! I’ll be batch posting for now and making smaller more frequent posts after catching up here.

[+/-] Isn’t Dead Either

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2016-07-15-dixsistor2Looking to resume strips for real soon because frankly, I feel kind of worthless when I stay unproductive for too long. But as a happy coincidence, for the first time in a while diving into my Steam backlog has yielded some experiences I actually feel like writing about! I kind of got into a stretch of playing plenty of games, but there’s usually kind of a ‘click’ moment when I find something I really want to talk about, or at least can make fun of at length, and I hadn’t really been getting that for a while. I guess part of it could be blamed on my gaming setup destabilizing somewhat for a few months there, hardware issues kept me hopping platforms for a while, unable to focus on any one topic long enough to sit through the entire creation process. Last year, I had two great examples- I was going to do a Freedom Wars strip, but it wound up being one of those super long ones and I plain fizzled out on it; the other was that Five Nights at Freddy’s strip I planned to do as an ‘arc’ to cover a bunch of then-recent/trendy games in one fell swoop. (My in-world excuse for the lack of updates was Dixie purposely refusing to play anything recent to piss off Marie, whose entire shtick is riding on whatever is hot at the moment.)

Can I talk about Marie a moment? Of course I can, it’s my stupid page. She’s been… a tough character to do. She basically represents a sort of offshoot of internet/game culture that bugs the crap out of me and I don’t really participate in. Naturally, every time I put her in something I feel like I’m coming off as a geezer yelling at kids playing on the lawn. She’s the studio’s “social media guru,” hired by tech-illiterate older people running the place, and she’s concerned first and foremost with popularity and attention, and doesn’t really have her own ‘identity’ for me to look at like the others and go “yep, that’s definitely a very Marie thing to do.” She’s got a past with Dixie, but since that’s old news it doesn’t exactly inform her current self. Or at least, she doesn’t let on that it does. At least her lack of personality gives me an excuse to not even try to be consistent with her outfit. I think my favorite bit in the like… one strip she’s in is that her rubber bracelets keep disappearing or changing colors between panels.

So yeah, definitely on the block soon is Transistor, which I fell hard for after picking it up on a flash sale, and a sort of origin strip/retro flashback thing I already penciled a bit of then stopped… because I was playing Transistor too much.

I’m going to make more of an effort to keep up to date here rather than Tumblr. Totally accidental, there- I usually toss up some stream of consciousness drivel while I’m in the can at work or something like that, with the intent of polishing it, adding a picture or two, and reposting it here. Basically, in addition to Eishi n’ Dixie, I also plan to continue working on Project Irrgarten and starting Gatty’s comic, Angel Dust fairly soon. I’ve got a couple Game Maker projects I’d like to do too, but they’re kind of on the back burner to be picked at when I feel like since it’s the thing I’m the least experienced doing and all. I’m not gonna make any huge promises, I’m just at one of those points where I feel like I can’t not create again. It’s both a good feeling but kind of tinged with sadness that I’ve been so lax pursuing the things I actually love because I’m afraid of not being able to feed myself and all.

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On Gamestop And Retro Trade Ins

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snesGamenesia article here.

When they first announced this program I was actually looking forward to it a bit, but the comments here as well as the actual policies laid down reminded me, oh yeah- this is Gamestop.

Now, personally, I don’t have the hate-on for them that some seem to. I’ve got one super close, the staff are pretty friendly, not too obnoxious with upsells, and for the most part seem to know their stuff more than I usually expect. (Not to knock their employees on the whole or anything- I imagine working at a game store means you have an interest in them, but working retail outlets I know not every employee knows every item under the roof so I’m kind of pleasantly surprised when I go to buy some of the weeaboo cult garbage I like to play and wind up chatting and trading recommendations for stuff.)  But if there’s one thing that does let me down past online testimonials, I do think the trade in system is kind of balls and dabbling into the retro market doesn’t seem like it’s going to bode well. For starters, the pricing model seems oversimplified, particularly for the collector set who are probably the biggest target for the program. Having a box and manual is kind of a big deal to collectors, generally speaking the more complete an item is, the better. So, maybe they want to get more casual, curious types’ attention? Their shops have the market for convenience pretty cornered in my area, either tucked in malls or Wal-Mart adjacent, with the smaller local shops relegated to strip malls and the downtown area. (Maybe not such a problem for some, but I’ve been without wheels a while now.)

I guess ultimately how I feel is that a big part of the scene around old games is based around the community. They’re games we grew up with, have memories attached to, or longed to play for years and years before spotting a copy by chance in a dusty shop or convention booth. It’s a tall order to take that scene, put it into a nationwide chain, and expect it to flourish put alongside the brand new stuff that most Gamestop customers are there to pick up. Best case, it will mean having a convenient and possibly cheap spot to pick up old titles on a whim. Worst case scenario, it may wind up hurting the existing aftermarket trade by absorbing potential stock and eliminating copies from circulation. Taking another bite out of smaller game shops probably wasn’t out of their consideration going in. Gamestop dealing in retro hardware isn’t entirely unprecedented, though, they’ve been offering vintage merch in the PowerUp Rewards shop for a while, so they probably have some kind of stash or supplier already to kick things off from.

Sketch A Day 026- Sundry

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I’ve been keeping text fairly minimal on here lately, mostly I just don’t feel like I have a lot to say, partly I kind of feel like it wouldn’t matter if it did. These days, I coast along on sort of a combination of minimal sleep, caffeine and a sort of numbness to failure that’s bizarrely inspirational. I find myself falling into funks where I just sit around and stare at the monitor or the wall, then beat myself up for not getting more I want to do, done. That’s really why I started doing this ‘post a thing daily’ routine; if I make myself do *something* each day, I can usually stir up a bit of momentum and get even more stuff going. I can only blame so much on fatigue from the day job, but today was definitely one of those days that left my body worn out and my brain racing. It was hard to work up the nerve to sketch, but once I did, I was glad I did. I may not be the most skilled, or popular. Crickets chirp whenever I mention I’m open for comissions. But still, drawing reminds me I like drawing (usually) and I have no intention of giving it up.

Also just by the way, I’m not giving up writing about gaming stuff, I just haven’t really felt the urge to lately. Although I gotta say, I’m appreciating Black Rock Shooter a lot more on the second run through than I probably ought to…

 

Death March

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It won't be pretty.
Design still a work in progress, mind you.

Oh, wow.

I’ve been away for longer than planned, sorry about that! Back on an old forum, someone told me that failing to update my page isn’t something you should apologize for if you’re doing it for fun, but I just never could make myself buy into that. I would go into my usual “it’s been cuh-razy around here” in some nondescript way, and let the reader’s imagination fill the blanks, but real talk- I’ve just been tired out and keep telling myself that I’m going to draw say, after dinner, which I intend to make once my feet stop hurting, and my feet stop hurting about 2-3 hours after getting home from work.

Current things I’m actually, honestly working on right now are an article inspired by a friend’s blog post (which I suppose in this day and age I should post to a tumblr account and label as a “meme” in hopes it becomes a thing), a +/- strip on Zelda: A Link Between Worlds (which I have a hard time not just calling “New Zelda”), and ongoing work toward a new long-form webcomic I’ve been teasing about and brainstorming for a while now. It’s had a funny development history, in fact the point I’m starting from is technically “Season 2” of the overall series as planned, but the ideas were just flowing so easily I decided to roll with it after a friend suggested kicking the start point to there. The downside is I have to come up with a new title since the original was named after the heroine, and she isn’t in this part of the journey! Hoo boy.

I am totally wearing my shirt inside out right now. Agh.

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